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Thu, 11 Jun 2009 15:48:48 GMT

9th June, 2009

work again~ continue on my compliance report...
teresa and I went to North Point for taking photos at abt 11
the old buildings look horrible lol
damn hot coz i didn't expect i'd go out for site visit....
have lunch ~ then heavy rain comes.....>.<

walked towards tin hau for another target building~ haha saw a hamster during photo taking XDD
back to office...omg smell horribly...back home to take a shower before gathering~

we met at Central, have our gathering in a nice Japanese restaurant :)

afterthat we took the tram back to CWB...and i took the mtr with venus :P

10th June, 2009

work :P
doing report...went to get the photos back....
check the s.24 order for the target buildings~
quite relax coz teresa isn't here and sue is quite busy lol
sometimes help to do the admin. things~ that's it~
after work i rushed to cityU to attend the EN course...
haha watch film again~ the lecturer....omg how can she be sooo interesting
then i have my dinner at the foodcourt~

11th June, 2009

day for work
today check the office copy for the s.24 order...
after that i continue on my compliance reportsss.....
a little bit boring facing such a large pile of documentss~
help teresa to take the photos.... :)
OT for a while...help classmate to share her work~
then we went to cityU for anthony...
afterthat i have dinner with Chak, LaiX, cherrie and sisi~

so sleepy omg...seeya~

work load ++

Mon, 08 Jun 2009 15:59:57 GMT

8th June, 2009

second week of work
the only male intern. is cooking pan lol
haha~ gdgd cityU family :)
today check the postal record..help doing some admin. thing~
entering the URA data...quite free coz sue out to site in the morning :P
start to do the compliance report again...should not do so fast....
haha it's hard for Sue to find things for me to do lol
attend EN lesson after work...just on time @@
we were watching film...goodgood Johnny depp :)
funny lecturer...hahaaa......
finish lesson @ 9:20...went to MMW building to collect the assignment...
back to clear my locker...omg how come my keroro disappeared @@
then i went to foodcourt to have my dinner...
ai...what a good lifestyle....-____-

looking forward :)

start working....>.<

Sun, 07 Jun 2009 15:55:39 GMT

25th May, 2009

LaiX's Birthday party :)
surveybabes @ CWB Fat angelo's
good good good~ but i wanna try Outback next time =)

happy birthday to handsome LaiX lol

28th May, 2009

Gathering with venus :P
actually just a lunch with little venus..tried a new restaurant @ CWB
didn't expect i'll be that full lol

didn't walk around CWB for such a long time....omg
than we went to have dessert @ Tin Hau :)

31st May, 2009

Movie night with Brob dicky -__-
haha my Brob ho ma fannnnnnnnnnnnnn ~ lol
went to have dessert @ TongBakFu

than went to watch Night at the Museum 2 at Langham ~
and ate sushiii...both of us were not hungry actually :P

1st June, 2009

First day of work @ Vigers Building Consultancy Limited
totally 5 summer intern.~ still haven't meet the only male intern haha~
first day just get to know some basic things...and introduce us to the colleagues
we just do some preparation for the UBW projects...location of target buildings sth like that
doing sth abt excel~ that's it !

2nd June, 2009

Second day of work + sudden gathering with Surveybabess
i'd follow my colleague Sue to do the 09BUC project~
and 2 other intern. is doing the urban renewal project~
i just help to make copies of the 08 inspection report..coz 09 project haven't started
so afraid..coz many photos are stick onto the pages and i have to copy very carefully~
large piles of report lol and i learn how to do the inspection compliance report..
do my first report very slowly, but it's going to be better =)
have dinner with surveybabess...coz GPA will be released on 3rd June lol
some of them left...aiko sisi billy and I went to have dessert....again :P

4th June, 2009

Work + Sudden Gathering with Brob
work work work...Sue wasn't here..so i do the compliance report for the whole day~
omg GPA was fully released...it isn't that good...and my CGPA dropped a lot....
but..it should be better than my expectation..coz i didn't prepared well this time...
i'm so glad that i've pass the construction material...gdgdgd~
ai...dropped more than my classmates...really have to work hard than...
after work i went to meet my brob~ omg dun be so down laaaaa
thanks dicky for buying me the Ireland Potato :):):): soooooo tasty~
then we went to have dessert again omgggggggggggggggggggggg
fat die me.....XD

my brob ho ma fan againnnnnnn...dun play with you la -____________-

5th June, 2009

work + reU with X-men
finished the assigned reports so far...just do some amendments and photocopy again~
do sth about updating and mail merge lol~ so afraid i'd do it wrongly..
the documents will be sent to the flat owners worrr.....
haha the names of the flat owners are quite funny :P
after work..took the mtr to MK.. thanks jenny to accompany me lol
then we have dinner with the X-men :)

ai...summer term starts....work + study omg >.<
Monday wednesday i dun even have time to eat my dinner...>.<

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Tue, 26 May 2009 17:46:36 GMT

haha back school to watch 巾幗梟雄 with the surveybabeess together :P
then i went back to quarry bay for gym ~ so mo liu
coz i've got nothing to do so far...no intern..no study tour..no trip...no course..
omg why can be sooo boring..i want to at least get someeeeething to do...
but... no la cciv & en already fulll la...hard to get any place for me~
only ood lor ai....sosad

wanna watch movie arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...........
Night at the Museum 2 la....
Angels & Demons la.....
anything la......ai.............

wanna eat a lot.............
japanese food la.......
dessert la.........
french fries la......

wanna..............................

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Sat, 23 May 2009 19:26:37 GMT

Dearest Buddy Cheer Up :)

post exam period...still got 2 assignments to do....
kind relax at all coz...speci...dunno what we have to do actually..
building control...not really well-prepared but have the general direction

15-5-09
interview for the summer internship..the chance should be small ga la..
the yr2 guy just like being the SI leader during the group interview XD
four of us just sit and listen to his experience and knowledge lol
we have to do a test...calculation of area and observation from a photo...
so scary...i must fail in this test lol
afternoon back city resource centre with the BS people...
omg what were we doing :P
afterthat i watch chak, gas & roger playing basketball with other guys~

nice but many insects flying around~ so annoying @_@
at night cita joined us to have dinner at MK~

so sorry to cita....><""
pay dinner for the guys....spent 300 sth omg..../____\
so poor someone pay me dinner plz +___+

handed in the building control on monday...but speci...haha.....

19-5-09
back city...have lunch with meiki, dicky and keith
expensive lunch omg~ try new things ma :]

quite nice, but i like simplylife more~ =)
do speci...
ai......i behave so childish again and again.....really angry and disappointed at that moment...
i just think too much and easily depressed.......can't believe why i can be so childish....
at night we went to sai wan to have a nice dinner :] delicious and not expensive !

then went to christy's home...they played mah jong and we watch TV X)

leave at 12 sth...omg so hot outside......

i went Wan Chai with keith~ accompany him until he got onto the bus~ just like taking care of a son :P

22-5-09
kind of sudden gathering with buddiesss...
we try new thing again la~ japanese food yoyoyo~

quite tasty :) but i love sushi more...so next time have to eat sushi...a lot of sushi :P
then we walked to tin hau to have dessert~ the one i tried is quite tasty =)

girls' talk girls' talk
haha nice that buddies share similar thoughts of mine
but i felt that my thoughts are quite scary and abnormal lol
i believe that friends of mine won't have other intentions between us or cheating on me..
i'm just too weak in seeing the true personality of others...and ofcoz myself too....
i'm too childish right?

hello~

Sat, 23 May 2009 16:12:45 GMT

omg
how can i forgot my blog for sooooo long
just busy on the examsss and assignmentssss.....

exam...just in a mess...i start my revision too late...
when everyone has already in good progress....
i'm still do assignments, hea and sth like that...
not nervous at all~ seems that ~

study overnight @ city starting from the revision week....
with keith, gas, jo kenn,vincent, mat. and others..
the feel is so good haha~ extremely efficient when studying with keith :P
but the next day would be exhausteddddddddddddd....
contec2 i think is ok...env. sci should be ok...
but from that day...i start to lose my energy~
design & building control...no idea at all @@
con. mat.....ai.....i just fishing during the exam....i don't even remember the questions...
i remember...i wrote sth...lor...just collpase...i'd be sooo glad if i pass in this subject...
nice to do revision with dearest surveybabesss~

nice breakfast with surveybabessss :)

gag gag surveybabesss :) btw TASTE should thanks us lol

the corner that i can focus on my revision :) oh only there days i can eat breakfast from mcdonald lol

RevisionRevisionRevision

Sun, 03 May 2009 18:37:31 GMT

mood back to normal
maybe have to focus on the examsssss~
revise @ city these dayssss...
sometimes at library sometimes at CY.

everyday: Notes + facebook =)

study at lecture room lol
chak and LaiX always talk about the "thing" ~ Sisi is so happy :P
stay overnight at city for 3 nights~ so good so good~
friday before going back to city, i went to eat sushi with mum
wowowowowooww....this time ate a lot...very expensive...

omg i love sesame ice-cream soooooooooooooooooooooo much~
then i went back to cityU to study with Gas and keith~

haha took many mo liu photos X) but study efficiently that night~
we got many snaks X)

ai tmr have contec2 exam la....still have lots haven't study.....
ho la i study la~

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Sun, 26 Apr 2009 19:47:46 GMT

很累
但請繼續下去

雖然很痛苦
一個人
在家
乘車
淚水都不受控制

但
會堅持
我人生學習的一小部分

我
從來都給別人寵愛和愛錫
就沒出現甚麼不如意的事
哭
別人都同情我
可憐我

謝謝你點醒了我

其實
很少真心的說對不起
就是怕
對不起也顯得沒說服力

就改
反省多天
內心爭扎得很

就是不想再傷害你
害怕控制不了
對你的承諾又無法兌現
看到了
內心很痛
眼淚就控制不了
就不想別人可憐,同情
因為錯的
不是任何人是我

所以
請遠離我

也許
太快了
看得太重了

慢熱
但要求自己面面俱圓
表現出那一面
是適應不了嗎

與新朋友們
很高興
但
就看得太重
情緒高高低低
太大起伏

害怕失去吧

從小就中中挺挺
不好也不壞
沒有人注意
就像活在自己的宇宙
學會對事物沒期望
學會對人沒期望
沒童年回憶
這就是童年的我

奇怪吧
我也想知原因

中學
差不多吧
不斷嘗試去改
結果交了不少好朋友
人緣也不錯
縱然還是啞了似的

大學
轉變
準備好去適應
也交了不少好朋友
適應好了嗎

自己
嘗試新接觸
但就好像過了火
回到家
發覺自己就像精神分裂

剛才吃飯玩得很開心
但想起那事又在廁所哭得要死
思覺失調嗎

好了
這就是我所想的

請好朋友們不用擔心
也不用問
我可以的

Save CityU

Fri, 24 Apr 2009 20:23:52 GMT

24th April, 2009

Save CityU

news about this

videos of today's action (from Youtube & CommunityTV)

- 147 -> 258 -> 369
- 只理排名忽視教學
- 最終城市大學得返學生架咋
- 還錢!
- 冇計劃去裁呀~但係裁左咁解咋嘛

Support~ Building人 :)

- 如果校方因為咁既理由炒左今日出席既導師,大家肯唔肯過佢?
- terminal contract
- 半年合約? 係咩理由?
- instructor變行政主任
- 跑向100大 !?

- 邊度有無良顧主, 我就去邊度!
- 秦始王! 好大喜功!
- 犧牲教學人才!?
- 五月一號下晝2:30維園見

- 教學人員對城大係最重要既!
- 城大可以發展研究但係唔等同於城大忽視教學炒教學人員黑箱作業炒一半教師
- 城市大學係屬於各位既而唔係郭位既!

how come this could happen
just realize how serious it would be
especially for us as building people

employ professors to replace tutor & instructors?
anthony talked about this before, as surveying professional
if people once became surveyor, they won't choose to be a teacher
the salaries earned in Gov't department & surveying firm are much higher
furthermore, the salary scale of them in cityU is lower than that in the 'real' U
coz cityU isn't an university before, it's just starts from a polytechnic school
and it's still following the polytechnic scale
sooner or later i think our department would disappear
the self-finance for this year's Yr2 has already been cut
also as BS student...yr 2 said that we just hard to compete with the other streams..

the degree places are already v. limited....
if not having a good tutor for the FYP next year
must-die

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Thu, 23 Apr 2009 19:45:53 GMT

to myself

no forgiveness

disappointed

think too much

but

that's the true me